Truth

How to react.. I know God has a plan for LoveDetroit..
This will happen In this City.

Lord I ask that you draw close to me.
Draw Close.

At the moment I feel torn. A dear friend whom I love without understanding of reason is struggling with frustration of circumstances. I know very well he is also deeply desiring to be with me. Lord I pray you continue to give me discernment.

Over the last few weeks I have been going back and forth upon my feelings for him. I know I love him, I do not know why. Getting to know him better has shown me that he will be completly honest with me, but Lord that is not enough. He is not ready for a relationship and I feel as if we have skipped over my deep desire to have my families blessing. He knows this desire very well and Lord I thank you for my time with you this evening to again remind him. Although I wish him no more pain I must stand and say that I am not his. I am but Yours oh Lord. Despite the fact that I love him means nothing unless it is Your will oh Lord. Lord I pray that you meet David where he is and show him love, show him mercy, tame his frustration and anger. Lord over the last few weeks I have begun to see these things come from within him. Lord I pray You confront them and take captive his heart and transform him to be truly a son of God. Your beloved one.

Lord After talking with David I know where we are both weak and need your strength. Lord I know that if we were to see one another shortly it would be very difficult for him to remain composed considering his love for me... If it is truly real.. I know he will continue to desire to be with me.. Lord I wish not to hurt him, he is not prepared to be apart of a relationship despite how he wants to.

I wish not to hurt him, but for now you have shown me that David is not ready. Lord I also know that I am not ready for a relationship either. I know you have plans for me to unveil and that a man will only distract me from your vision for my life. I thank you for Davids acceptance understanding and support for this vision. Currently he is the only man I have met who believes that this is fully crafted by you. I do believe that you want me to continue to focus on the Vision.

If David is to be it will be revealed to me. Lord I lay this in Your hands. I let You prepare my love story. I know Your love will far surpass anything I could imagine. Help me to remain strong. If David is or is not to be it will be shown true. I thank you for you answer to me for now. Abide in You and know that You are God. I am to stay true to You vision for me and let go of David. He needs to draw close to You on his own. He has my support, but I can not draw close to You for him..

I need a man who's relationship with You is closer than mine.